25

Jan 1st I will turn 25.
The more i grow older, more will be the expectations.
What the heck ...why cant people mind their own business....or ...why do i have to bother about what people have to say to me....

Chuck it..I guess...
"Nan Mind ur work..."

Mind It

Its all in the mind.....Life is what i make of it....always has been.....always will be......


Im sad....

Guilty

Im guilty of being concerned for evry1 around
Im guilty for helping when not asked.
Im guilty of having good memory
Im guilty of having things my way.
Im guilty of taking up all emotional space.
Im guilty of being nice to people who are related to me.
Im guilty of talking
Im guilty of sharing my views, when not asked for.

what the **** if some1 does not want to relate to me....Why the **** do I have to take pains to mend relations.
Go away...just go away....I dont care.
I still beleive that my thoughts and actions were right. No doubt about my actions...but again after the action it was pure emotional run.

Kirans right.....Communicate to people what is needed...... dont communicate things which is of no concern to the other person.

MIxed Khicdi

oh.....why am I a thinking animal?
Why do I think so much about things around.

oh....why am I a thinking animal

Experience

What the hell... its difficult at times to make decisions
Difficult to come to a conclusion - when you are in an act for the first time.
Everything is new, every thought is new, every act is new, people are new.


I surrender my new actions in Lords hand, with the belief that he will guide and bless us.

Watever

I just want to laze around......
Just want to sleep....

No actually i want to complete all my activities which are left undone.
All that I had to complete months and years ago.

At times i feel, that im wasting my time. There is no productivity, nothing susbstantial to bank on.
No urge to indulge in activities....have i become stagnant...or is it a part of my mood swings.

Watever may be the case, Im not in the best of my moods now.

Yuk I hate it...when i get into this world of....'what on earth am I doin'....i hate it becoz i know that after few hrs I will be all pepped up about things happening around me...and how exciting things things are....the oppurtunities i have....and yes my new salary hike....

But as of now ....im not in a good mood.